Last of the Firsts

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Somehow this phrase which really makes no fucking sense keeps entering my mind. As I sit here with some tears, the only way to explain it is it is the last time I am seeing memories of my Sam from a year ago knowing this will be the last time it will only be a year ago memory. Soon, there will be no more one year ago memories. This Labor Day weekend was rough. First time in what I think is 20 years we didn’t check into a Disney hotel and spend the weekend there with my Disney loving girl. So many memories. The ones where my girl greeted me at finishing a half marathon, the ones where she was all smiles seeing World of Color (even in peed in pants), the cabana pictures, the friends who smiled with her. To all our friends that had a Labor Day Disney weekend with Sam, thank you for all the memories.

When all 3 were excited to see Mickey
Pool time and ignoring mom
The last of the Labor Day trips. This smile makes me smile and cry at the same time.
No hotel stay this year. I think all our tears melted away. It was 107 degrees when we took this picture.

I have so many more pictures. They hurt to look at them. Hopefully soon I’ll share more.

Cheers, kinda

Nancy

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