25+ Years of Miss Samantha
This is my try at letting you know the ups and downs of having a 1lb 2oz baby who is perpetually 2. Why 2? It’s a bathroom thing.
Be warned – I swear a lot.
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It’s been a year
Today, October 1st, marks one year since I gave my girl a hug. Miss her beyond words. Today I will remember her smile and her will to live by doing one of her favorite things, “ Mommy lunch beer truck” If you want to see her smile and how much she lived and loved, watch…
Last of the Firsts
Somehow this phrase which really makes no fucking sense keeps entering my mind. As I sit here with some tears, the only way to explain it is it is the last time I am seeing memories of my Sam from a year ago knowing this will be the last time it will only be a…
It’s Really Real
It really is real now. Her marker was placed on May 20th. June 1st was 8 months. Today is 35 weeks since I hugged her. Maybe Panera isn’t the place to do this while waiting for my car to be serviced. Damn tears. It is the “special” place. My boys and my niece J will…
25 years of raising and caring for a perpetual 2 year old 